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Chapter 3 - The Woman in the Photograph

Julia Mason looked nothing like someone who had just detonated my marriage.

She stood on my mother's porch in a navy wool coat, snow clinging to her shoulders, one gloved hand gripping a leather folder against her chest.

I'd met her dozens of times.

She was forty, divorced, mother of two teenage boys, and so efficient Roman once joked that she could schedule a hurricane around a board meeting.

She had always been polite to me.

Never warm.

Never unfriendly.

Invisible in the way powerful men often prefer assistants to be.

That afternoon, she looked terrified.

Margaret opened the door but didn't invite her inside.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

Julia looked past me as though checking whether someone else was in the house.

"Does Roman know you're here?" I added.

"No."

"Does he know you sent me that picture?"

"No."

"How did you know where I was?"

Julia hesitated.

"I didn't. Margaret called my office phone this morning."

I looked at Margaret.

She lifted her chin.

"You needed facts."

"You could have told me."

"You were asleep."

Julia stepped inside.

The house suddenly felt smaller.

Margaret took her coat.

No one offered coffee.

Julia placed the folder on my mother's dining table.

"I want to start by saying I'm sorry."

I almost laughed.

"For what part?"

"For waiting."

That answer got my attention.

She sat down.

I remained standing.

"What do you know?"

Julia folded her hands.

"Claire has been seeing Roman privately for eleven months."

The room tilted.

Eleven.

Nearly my entire pregnancy.

"Seeing him how?"

"I don't know every detail."

"Don't protect him."

"I'm not."

"Then answer."

Julia met my eyes.

"Dinners he didn't put on his public calendar. Weekend meetings. A trip to New York that wasn't necessary. The apartment."

I gripped the chair in front of me.

"So he is sleeping with her."

"I never saw them together in the apartment."

"That's not what I asked."

"I don't know."

"Roman told Margaret he didn't."

Julia looked surprised.

Then sad.

"That may be true."

Something about the answer made me angrier.

"How can all of this be true and that still be true?"

"Because Roman compartmentalizes everything."

"That's not an answer."

"No." She swallowed. "It's an explanation."

I sat across from her.

"Tell me about the apartment."

"Carter Holdings leases several executive residences downtown. Unit 1904 is one of them."

"For Claire?"

"Roman authorized it."

"Why?"

"He said she was consulting on the Lakefront redevelopment and needed to be close to the office."

"Does she live in Chicago?"

"She does now."

"And before?"

"Boston."

I remembered Claire appearing in our lives around a year earlier.

Roman had introduced her at a charity gala.

A strategic communications consultant.

Sharp, polished, charming.

She had shaken my hand and looked at my stomach before I was visibly pregnant, as though she already knew secrets about my life.

"Why did you send the photograph?"

Julia's eyes lowered.

"Because yesterday Roman canceled dinner with you."

I stared.

"How did you know?"

"I manage his calendar."

"He told you why?"

"He told me to clear the evening because he was meeting Claire."

"And that was enough?"

"No."

Julia reached for the folder.

"He also told me to move three million dollars."

Margaret stopped near the kitchen doorway.

I stared at Julia.

"Move it where?"

"To a private investment account."

"Claire's?"

"No."

"Roman's?"

"Technically."

"Why would that matter to me?"

Julia slid one page across the table.

I didn't understand half of the legal language.

Then I saw my name.

Savannah Hart Carter Family Trust.

"What is this?"

"Your father left you minority shares in Hartwell Development."

I knew that.

Hartwell had merged with Carter Holdings after my marriage.

Roman handled everything.

"I signed those over."

"No," Julia said.

"What?"

"You granted Roman voting authority. You didn't transfer ownership."

I stared at her.

"What's the difference?"

"A very big one."

She pointed to another line.

"Your trust still owns eleven percent of Carter Holdings through the merger structure."

My mouth went dry.

"Roman never told me that."

"I assumed you knew."

I laughed once.

It came out broken.

"What does the money have to do with Claire?"

"Maybe nothing."

"Julia."

"I don't know. That's the truth. But over the last six weeks, Roman has been restructuring personal and company assets. Yesterday he ordered me to expedite one transfer. I asked why."

"And?"

"He told me it was none of my business."

"That sounds like Roman."

"Then Claire arrived at the Peninsula."

"The photograph."

Julia nodded.

"I had paperwork requiring his signature. I went to the hotel. I saw them outside."

"And took the picture."

"I almost didn't send it."

"Why did you?"

Her eyes filled unexpectedly.

"Because five years ago my husband had an affair. Everyone in his office knew before I did."

The anger inside me shifted.

Not vanished.

Shifted.

"When I finally found out, I asked one of his coworkers why she hadn't told me. She said she didn't want to get involved."

Julia wiped beneath one eye.

"I promised myself I would never be that woman."

For the first time, I believed her.

"Why the anonymous messages?"

"I was afraid."

"Of Roman?"

"Yes."

The answer came without hesitation.

That hurt too.

People feared my husband.

I'd always known it.

But hearing it from someone who worked six feet from him every day made it uglier.

"What did you mean when you said there was more?"

Julia inhaled.

"Claire told me something last week."

"Why would she tell you anything?"

"She'd been drinking after the company holiday party. Roman had already left. She asked me whether Savannah knew."

"Knew what?"

Julia looked directly at me.

"That Roman had promised Claire his marriage would be over after the baby was born."

The room disappeared.

There are sentences that sound loud even when someone whispers them.

That was one.

I heard the refrigerator humming.

The radiator knocking.

Wind against the windows.

Nothing else.

"Say it again."

Julia didn't.

She didn't need to.

Margaret crossed the room.

"Savannah, sit back."

I hadn't realized I'd stood.

"Did Roman say that to her?"

"I don't know," Julia answered.

"Did you hear him?"

"No."

"So Claire could be lying."

"Yes."

"Or Roman could be."

"Yes."

I hated honest answers.

They left nowhere comfortable to hide.

I touched my stomach.

My daughter shifted beneath my ribs.

I imagined Roman at the hospital.

Holding her.

Then leaving with Claire.

Had that been the plan?

Wait until I gave birth?

Wait until I was recovering?

Then announce he wanted a divorce?

Maybe the apartment wasn't a love nest.

Maybe it was simply preparation.

Maybe I was building a nightmare from incomplete evidence.

And maybe I'd spent months doing the opposite—building excuses from obvious evidence.

"Is Roman dangerous?" I asked.

Julia's eyes widened.

Margaret stiffened.

"Has he ever hurt you?" Julia asked.

"No."

Never physically.

Never threatened to.

That mattered.

I would not invent a monster because I was angry.

But control had different forms.

"He controls our finances," I said. "The staff. The cars. Most of our lawyers know him first."

Julia nodded slowly.

"Then you need your own attorney."

"I have no access to—"

"Yes, you do."

She tapped the trust document.

"Your father made sure you did."

I looked down.

My father had died when I was twenty-two.

Roman entered my life two years later.

By twenty-five, I'd married him.

By twenty-six, I'd stopped attending Hartwell board meetings because Roman said they bored me.

He hadn't been wrong.

I hated finance.

I hated corporate politics.

I trusted my husband.

That trust had made ignorance comfortable.

It had not made me powerless.

My phone vibrated.

Roman again.

This time I answered.

Margaret whispered, "Savannah."

"I need to."

I put the phone to my ear.

"Hello."

Silence.

Then Roman breathed my name.

"Savannah."

I closed my eyes.

His voice could still do things to me.

That made me furious.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes."

"The baby?"

"Yes."

"Where are you?"

"I'm not telling you."

His tone hardened instinctively.

"That's not acceptable."

And there he was.

Not a worried husband.

Roman Carter.

The man who expected an answer.

I looked at Julia.

She looked down.

"I didn't ask whether it was acceptable."

Another silence.

When Roman spoke again, he sounded different.

"All right."

The word surprised me.

"I came home," he continued. "Your ring was under the tree."

I swallowed.

"I know where I left it."

"Come home."

"No."

"Savannah."

"No."

"I can explain Claire."

"Then explain."

He paused too long.

My heart sank.

"It's complicated."

"No, Roman. Commercial real estate is complicated. Tax law is complicated. Whether you're having an affair shouldn't be."

"I am not sleeping with Claire."

"Have you kissed her?"

Silence.

There.

My eyes filled.

"Have you?"

"Yes."

The word shattered whatever had survived the photograph.

Margaret lowered her head.

Julia closed her eyes.

"When?"

"A month ago."

"Once?"

Roman didn't answer.

"How many times?"

"Twice."

I laughed softly.

"Thank you for being honest after I disappeared."

"Savannah—"

"Did you tell her you were leaving me after the baby was born?"

"No."

The speed of his answer made me hesitate.

"No?"

"I never said that."

"She says you did."

"I said our marriage was struggling."

"To the woman you were kissing?"

"I made mistakes."

"Mistakes?"

"I am trying to tell you the truth."

"Then why does your company pay for her apartment?"

"Because she works for us."

"Why did you spend Christmas Eve with her?"

Silence.

"Roman."

"She told me she was leaving Chicago."

I stared at the wall.

"And you couldn't let her go."

"That's not what happened."

"Then what happened?"

"She was upset."

"So was your pregnant wife."

"I know."

"No. You knew yesterday."

His breathing became audible.

"Savannah, come home and let me say this to your face."

"I'm not coming home."

"We are not ending six years of marriage over a photograph."

"No."

For one stupid second, hope rose.

Then I said, "We're ending it because of everything that came before the photograph."

He stopped breathing.

I continued.

"You didn't lose me last night, Roman. You just finally noticed."

My hand trembled.

I ended the call.

No one spoke.

Then Julia's phone buzzed.

She checked it.

Her face drained of color.

"What?" I asked.

"Roman canceled every meeting for the next three days."

"So?"

"He never does that."

Margaret looked toward the window.

Julia stood.

"I need to go."

"Why?"

"Because if he finds out I gave you those documents, I'm finished."

"You came here anyway."

"I know."

She pulled on her coat.

At the door, she turned.

"There is one more thing."

My heart sank.

"Of course there is."

"Your trust has an emergency clause. If you believe your voting proxy is being used against your personal interests, you can revoke Roman's authority immediately."

"Would that hurt him?"

Julia considered the question.

"It would surprise him."

"That's not what I asked."

"No," she said. "It wouldn't destroy him. But for the first time since the merger, he'd have to ask for your vote instead of casting it himself."

I looked toward the snow-covered lake.

All those years, Roman had represented me because I let him.

He had spoken for me because I didn't want to speak.

Maybe that had been my first mistake.

Julia left.

An hour later, I called an attorney whose name appeared in the trust papers.

Elena Ruiz.

She answered on Christmas Day.

I apologized.

She interrupted me.

"If Julia Mason told you to call, then we should talk."

That sentence made me sit straighter.

"You know Julia?"

"I know your father."

My throat tightened.

"My father has been dead fourteen years."

"I know."

"Then how do you know him?"

"Because before he died, he hired my firm to protect one person."

I already knew the answer.

Still, I asked.

"Who?"

Elena's voice softened.

"You, Savannah."

Then she said something that changed the direction of my life again.

"Your father was afraid that one day you might marry someone powerful enough to make you forget you were powerful too."

And suddenly I understood why the house, the trust, and the shares had never disappeared.

My father had left me more than money.

He had left me an exit.

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And by sundown, I was going to use it.

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