Chapter 6 - Twenty-Four Letters That Never Arrived

Seeing Grandpa on that screen almost broke me.
He looked directly into the camera, as though he could see me standing there in my funeral clothes.
"Leah, peanut, I hope you remembered to eat breakfast. You get stubborn when you're upset."
A small, involuntary laugh escaped my throat.
Noah reached for my hand.
Grandpa continued.
"Before we discuss the house, there is something I need both my granddaughters to understand."
He paused to catch his breath.
"Neither of you was unwanted by me."
Julia went completely still.
"I was given one little girl to raise," Grandpa said, "but I never stopped thinking about the other."
Miriam reached into the storage box and lifted the first birthday card.
Its envelope was pale pink.
A cartoon teddy bear smiled beneath the address.
Grandpa's voice continued.
"Julia, I sent you a birthday card every year. I invited you to Christmas. I wrote when you graduated elementary school. I asked your mother whether you wanted to visit."
He looked down.
"Most of those letters came back."
My sister covered her mouth.
Miriam placed the cards on the desk one by one.
First birthday after the separation.
Second.
Third.
Fourth.
Twenty-four in total.
The returning postal marks were visible.
Some envelopes had been opened and resealed.
Others carried red stamps.
REFUSED.
RETURN TO SENDER.
Julia reached for the card addressed to her seventh birthday.
"Can I?"
Miriam nodded.
My sister carefully opened the envelope.
Inside was a card decorated with a smiling yellow puppy.
In Grandpa's handwriting, it read:
Happy seventh birthday, Julia.
Your sister still talks about you.
She made you a drawing this year. I hope one day I can give it to you in person.
Love, Grandpa Arthur.
A folded piece of paper slipped onto the desk.
Julia unfolded it.
It was a crayon drawing of two little girls standing beneath an enormous sun.
One had brown hair.
One had yellow hair.
Across the top, in crooked purple letters, I'd written:
ME AND JULIA FOREVER.
I recognized it immediately.
I remembered making it.
I remembered asking Grandpa whether the mailman could deliver hugs.
He had told me that was why we sent letters.
Julia's face crumpled.
"You sent me this?"
I nodded.
"I thought you never answered because you didn't remember me."
She shook her head.
"I never got it."
She turned toward Mom.
"You told me she didn't want anything to do with us."
Mom folded her arms.
"I did what I thought was best."
"For who?" Julia whispered.
"For this family."
"Which family?"
The question hung between them.
Grandpa's recording continued.
"When Leah was eleven, she asked whether she could save her allowance to buy Julia a birthday present. I told her she could, but she shouldn't have to earn someone's love."
He smiled faintly.
"She bought a little music box anyway."
I closed my eyes.
It had cost twelve dollars.
A tiny silver box that played a tinny version of "You Are My Sunshine."
I had wrapped it in blue paper.
Grandpa mailed it.
Three weeks later, the package came back.
I cried in the garage while he worked on a truck transmission.
I'd forgotten that day.
Or rather, I'd buried it somewhere I couldn't reach.
Now every detail returned.
Julia looked at me.
"Where is it?"
"What?"
"The music box."
I shook my head.
"I don't know."
Miriam reached into the storage box.
And removed a small package wrapped in faded blue paper.
Julia made a broken sound.
"No."
She carefully tore the wrapping.
Inside was the music box.
It still worked.
When she opened the lid, the fragile melody drifted through the hidden study.
Nobody spoke.
Even my father lowered his eyes.
Grandpa's recording moved to a different subject.
"I don't want either of you to think the house is a prize in a competition between sisters."
He looked directly into the camera.
"Leah lived here. She cared for me. She worked beside me. We shared a life together. I transferred the property to her because I wanted her to have the security I couldn't give her when she was five."
He paused.
"Julia, what I'm leaving you is different. It will be explained privately, when you're ready."
My mother's head snapped up.
"Leaving her what?"
Miriam paused the video.
"That information will be disclosed to Julia under your father's instructions."
Rebecca stepped closer.
"As her mother, I have a right to know."
"Julia is twenty-seven years old," Miriam replied. "You have no authority to demand information about assets held for her benefit."
My mother looked offended.
But Julia was still staring at the music box.
"Did Grandpa ever stop trying?"
I answered before Miriam could.
"No."
"Not even when I got older?"
"Not even then."
Julia wiped her face.
"Why didn't you contact me directly?"
The question hurt because it was reasonable.
"I tried. You blocked me on social media when you were sixteen."
Her eyes widened.
"I never blocked you."
I felt something cold settle in my stomach.
"I sent you a message on your sixteenth birthday."
"What did it say?"
"That I was your sister, that I missed you, and that you could call me whenever you wanted."
Julia looked at Mom.
Her expression slowly changed.
"You were the one who used to check my accounts."
Rebecca said nothing.
"Mom?"
"I was protecting you."
"From what?"
"From being manipulated by people who wanted our money."
I looked around the room.
At the family photographs.
At the cheap little music box.
At the notebooks Grandpa had filled with ordinary moments.
"Rebecca, you left me in a house with peeling paint and a broken porch. Grandpa didn't have money like this back then."
My mother lifted her chin.
"He had potential."
Noah let out a quiet breath.
It wasn't a laugh.
It was disbelief.
Miriam resumed the video.
Grandpa leaned toward the camera.
"Rebecca, if you're in that room, I want you to listen especially carefully."
My mother stiffened.
"I kept the letters because I knew one day you might tell the girls I had made no effort to keep them together."
He held up an old photograph.
It showed my parents standing outside Grandpa's farmhouse in 2001.
My father was carrying the three black garbage bags.
My mother was walking toward their car.
And five-year-old me stood on the porch, clutching my rabbit.
"I kept more than the letters."
Dad took a step forward.
"What does that mean?"
Grandpa's expression hardened.
"It means I've waited twenty-five years for the truth to have its day."
Miriam stopped the recording.
"There are additional materials," she explained. "But first, Julia, I need to ask whether you would like to hear the reason your parents separated you from your sister."
Julia looked at our mother.
Then at the photograph.
May you like
Finally, she nodded.
"Tell me everything."