Chapter 2 - The Cake

The mango crêpe cake sat between us like an insult wrapped in expensive pastry paper.
For a few seconds, I couldn’t speak.
Vincent mistook my silence for stubbornness.
“Bellucci’s,” he said. “You like their desserts.”
I stared at him.
Three years of marriage.
Three years of dinners, vacations, hospital forms, anniversary reservations, arguments, reconciliations, and quiet mornings together.
And my husband had forgotten.
“Vincent.”
“What?”
“I’m allergic to mango.”
His expression changed slightly.
Not enough.
Behind him, Isabella gave a short laugh.
“My cousin says she’s allergic too. She gets a rash.”
I turned toward her.
“My allergy isn’t your cousin’s.”
The smile disappeared from her face.
Vincent rubbed his forehead.
“Claire, I was trying to do something nice.”
“By bringing me something that can put me in the hospital?”
“You’re being dramatic.”
The word hit harder than it should have.
Maybe because I had spent the previous twenty-four hours doing everything possible not to be dramatic.
I had learned I was pregnant alone.
Lost the pregnancy alone.
Driven home alone.
Cried behind a locked bedroom door so quietly that the two people downstairs wouldn’t hear me.
And now I was dramatic.
“I don’t want the cake.”
Isabella folded her arms.
“I told him he didn’t need to bring you anything.”
I looked at her.
“I’m sure you did.”
“Claire,” Vincent warned.
“What?”
“Stop.”
“Stop what?”
“Making Isabella feel guilty.”
Something inside me cracked.
“Why would Isabella feel guilty?”
Neither answered.
I looked from her to my husband.
The silence suddenly felt more dangerous than the argument.
I closed the bakery box.
“Throw it away.”
Vincent reached for it at the same moment I did.
The box tilted.
A layer of mango cream smeared across my fingers.
I jerked backward.
Some touched the corner of my mouth.
“Damn it.”
I rushed toward the sink.
Vincent frowned.
“It barely touched you.”
I washed my hands.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
My skin was already tingling.
Isabella sighed.
“This is ridiculous.”
I turned.
“Get out.”
Her eyes widened.
“Excuse me?”
“Get out of my house.”
Vincent stepped between us.
“She’s my guest.”
“And I’m your wife.”
There it was again.
That sentence.
I had said it so many times lately that it no longer sounded like a fact.
It sounded like a plea.
Vincent’s jaw tightened.
“I’m not doing this.”
He turned toward the stairs.
Isabella followed him.
“Vincent.”
He stopped.
For a moment, I thought he might turn around.
“My hands are burning.”
He looked back.
There was irritation in his face, but also uncertainty.
“Wash them again.”
Then Isabella said something from the stairs.
I never remembered what.
Vincent followed her upstairs.
I stood alone in the kitchen.
Five minutes later, red patches appeared along my wrists.
Ten minutes later, welts climbed my neck.
I searched the medicine cabinet with shaking hands.
My breathing changed.
Too shallow.
Too fast.
I called Vincent.
No answer.
Again.
No answer.
I tried to shout.
“Vincent!”
The sound came out weak.
My throat was tightening.
That was when fear became clarity.
I dialed 911.
The operator kept me talking.
I sat on the floor near the front door because I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to reach it when paramedics arrived.
My vision blurred.
I remember the elevator opening.
Boots.
Voices.
Hands.
Someone asking my name.
Someone saying my oxygen saturation was dropping.
And then the ceiling disappeared.
When I woke in the hospital, everything was white.
A doctor stood beside me.
“You had a severe allergic reaction.”
I swallowed painfully.
“How severe?”
“It was progressing toward anaphylaxis.”
I closed my eyes.
“Am I going home?”
“Not immediately.”
She hesitated.
“Is there someone we can call?”
I almost said Vincent.
Then I imagined him upstairs with Isabella while I sat on the floor trying to breathe.
“No.”
The doctor waited.
“There isn’t.”
Hours passed.
Eventually, a nurse brought my handbag.
Inside were the medical documents from the day before.
Pregnancy.
Loss.
Now another set of papers joined them.
Emergency-room discharge instructions.
Severe allergic reaction.
Risk of anaphylaxis.
I stared at the growing stack.
Twenty-four hours.
That was all it had taken.
Twenty-four hours for me to discover a baby, lose it, nearly lose my own life, and understand that my marriage had become somewhere I was no longer safe.
The next afternoon, I returned to the penthouse.
Vincent wasn’t there.
Neither was Isabella.
I went upstairs.
Two suitcases.
That was all I packed.
Clothes.
Documents.
A photograph of my parents.
A few books.
Things that belonged to Claire before Claire became Mrs. Moretti.
Then I called an attorney.
Not one connected to Vincent.
A woman named Rebecca Sloan.
“I need divorce papers prepared.”
There was a pause.
“Mrs. Moretti?”
“Yes.”
“Are you safe?”
The question nearly broke me.
“Yes.”
“Does your husband know?”
“No.”
“Do you want him contacted?”
“No. From now on, every communication goes through you.”
Rebecca was silent for a moment.
“Understood.”
When the documents arrived, I placed them on the black marble kitchen island.
Divorce petition.
Pregnancy confirmation.
Ultrasound report.
Documents explaining the loss.
Emergency-room report.
Then I removed my wedding ring.
I remembered Vincent putting it on my finger.
He had looked at me that day as if there were no one else in the world.
Maybe he had meant it then.
Maybe that was what hurt most.
I placed the ring on top of the papers.
Then I took my suitcases.
At the elevator, I looked back once.
Three years of my life lived inside those rooms.
I pressed the button.
The doors closed.
I disappeared.
Vincent returned after eleven that night.
He called my name.
No answer.
Then he saw the papers.
According to what I learned later, he thought the divorce petition was the worst thing waiting for him.
It wasn’t.
One sheet slipped from the stack and fell onto the floor.
He bent down.
Positive pregnancy confirmation.
Vincent stopped breathing.
He checked the date.
The night I had called.
Vincent, I have something important to tell you.
Not tonight, Claire.
His hands started shaking.
He turned the page.
Ultrasound.
Medical notes.
Complications.
Pregnancy loss.
He sat down.
Then he found the emergency-room report.
Severe allergic reaction. Risk of anaphylaxis.
The time stamp told him everything.
I had been struggling to breathe downstairs while he was still inside the penthouse.
Vincent called me.
Once.
Twice.
Ten times.
Twenty.
My phone was already off.
He called hospitals.
Drivers.
Security.
Friends.
Then he called Rebecca.
“Where is my wife?”
Her answer was simple.
“Mrs. Moretti has instructed that all communication regarding the divorce go through me.”
“Let me speak to her.”
“No.”
“Tell her I need five minutes.”
“No.”
Vincent Moretti was not accustomed to hearing that word.
But that night, everyone who knew where I was had the same answer.
No.
Eventually, he went upstairs.
He opened our bedroom closet.
Half empty.
Bathroom.
Half empty.
My jewelry drawer.
Nearly empty.
Then he returned downstairs.
My wedding ring waited on the marble island.
He picked it up.
And the most powerful man in Las Vegas finally understood what my important news had been.
But there was one thing Vincent still didn’t understand.
I hadn’t disappeared because I wanted him to chase me.
I had disappeared because I never wanted to need him again.
And the next morning, when Isabella walked confidently into the penthouse expecting Vincent to defend her as he always had, she found a very different man waiting.
On the counter between them was my emergency-room report.
And beside it was something Isabella had never expected Vincent to see.
May you like
Her message to me.
Vincent belongs to me tonight.