Chapter 11 - Adrian Without the Empire

Adrian disappeared from public life.
Not dramatically.
He simply stopped attending galas.
Stopped giving interviews.
Sold the sports car he once loved.
Moved into a modest apartment downtown.
I knew these things because other people told me.
I never asked.
Then Noah brought me a proposal from a nonprofit financial-literacy organization.
They wanted Vale Meridian to sponsor a program for small family businesses.
The volunteer advisor listed on the proposal was Adrian Vale.
“Did he arrange this?” I asked.
“No.”
“Does he know we're reviewing it?”
“No.”
I approved the program.
Not for him.
Because it was good.
Months later, I visited one of its workshops.
Adrian was there.
He stood in front of twelve small-business owners explaining cash-flow forecasting on a whiteboard.
No cameras.
No press.
No designer suit.
He saw me.
Stopped for half a second.
Then continued teaching.
Afterward, we stood outside.
“You're good at this,” I said.
“I used to be good at a lot of things.”
“You still are.”
He looked surprised.
“That isn't forgiveness.”
“I know.”
“It isn't an invitation.”
“I know.”
“But you don't have to spend your entire life being the worst thing you ever did.”
His eyes lowered.
“I don't know how you can say that.”
“Because I don't want Daniel's legacy to be hatred.”
We stood quietly.
Then Adrian said:
“I visit him every Sunday.”
Daniel's ashes had been placed in a memorial garden near my father's grave.
I knew someone left tiny baseballs there.
Now I knew who.
“I wondered.”
“I talk to him.”
“What do you say?”
Adrian looked toward the street.
“Mostly that I'm sorry.”
My throat tightened.
“Maybe tell him something else sometimes.”
“Like what?”
“Tell him who you're trying to become.”
May you like
Adrian nodded.
Then we walked in opposite directions.