Chapter 8 - A Father's First Saturday

Ethan should have been preparing for war with his board.
Instead, on Saturday morning, he was kneeling on Maya's kitchen floor attempting to convince Noah that socks were necessary.
“No.”
“Noah.”
“No.”
“It's forty degrees outside.”
“My feet aren't cold.”
“You aren't outside yet.”
Noah crossed his arms.
Ethan looked toward Maya for help.
She stood by the counter drinking coffee and enjoying the situation far too much.
“You wanted the full parenting experience.”
“This feels like labor negotiations.”
Maya smiled.
“Labor negotiators usually wear pants.”
Ethan looked down.
He was fully dressed.
She pointed toward Noah, who had somehow removed his pants while Ethan argued about the socks.
Ethan stared.
“When did that happen?”
Maya burst out laughing.
Twenty minutes later Noah was fully clothed, mostly because Maya had threatened to cancel their trip to the natural history museum.
The three of them left through the building's rear entrance to avoid reporters.
Ethan had arranged a plain SUV and one security officer who remained discreetly distant.
At the museum, Noah transformed.
He ran from skeleton to skeleton.
“Daddy! Dinosaur!”
“I see it.”
“Bigger dinosaur!”
“I also see that.”
“BIGGEST DINOSAUR!”
“I definitely see that one.”
Maya walked behind them, smiling.
Watching Ethan with Noah remained strange.
She had spent years imagining versions of this moment.
In the angry version, Ethan didn't care.
In the fantasy version, he appeared and immediately became the father Noah deserved.
Reality was messier.
Ethan made mistakes.
He gave Noah too much juice.
He underestimated how quickly a three-year-old could disappear behind an exhibit.
He bought a stuffed Tyrannosaurus approximately twice the size Maya considered reasonable.
But he tried.
Constantly.
And Noah adored him.
At lunch, Noah sat between them.
“Daddy?”
“Yes?”
“Where do you live?”
“Downtown.”
“Do you have toys?”
“No.”
Noah looked horrified.
“None?”
“None.”
“Why?”
Ethan considered the question.
“I guess nobody bought me any.”
Noah pushed the enormous dinosaur toward him.
“You can have this.”
Ethan stared.
“But you just got him.”
“You need toys.”
Maya's eyes filled.
Ethan carefully pushed the dinosaur back.
“How about he lives at my house sometimes?”
Noah thought about it.
“Okay.”
The simplicity of the arrangement nearly broke Ethan.
Later, while Noah slept in his stroller, Maya and Ethan walked through Central Park.
“You have the board meeting Monday,” she said.
“Yes.”
“What do they want?”
“For me to deny anything in my father's file reflects current company leadership.”
“That's reasonable.”
“They also want me to delay publicly confirming Noah.”
Maya stopped.
“What?”
“They think confirmation increases liability.”
“What liability?”
“Potential estate claims. Reputation issues. Questions about Richard.”
Maya crossed her arms.
“So they want you to pretend you aren't sure he's yours.”
“Yes.”
“What are you going to do?”
Ethan looked toward Noah.
“What do you think?”
She studied him.
“Three weeks ago I would've said you'd choose the company.”
“And now?”
“Now I’m not sure.”
He smiled faintly.
“Progress.”
Maya continued walking.
“I don't want you destroying your career to prove something to me.”
“I’m not proving anything.”
“You've worked your whole life for Caldwell Meridian.”
“I worked my whole life because I thought success would make everything else easier.”
“And didn't it?”
“No.”
Ethan looked at her.
“It made everything more expensive.”
Maya laughed.
Then her expression softened.
“I used to worry you would wake up one morning and realize I didn't belong in your world.”
“I worried you'd wake up and realize you didn't want my world.”
“We were idiots.”
“You were less of an idiot.”
“Obviously.”
They smiled.
The attraction between them had become increasingly difficult to ignore.
Ethan still knew the exact shade Maya's eyes became when amused.
Maya still recognized when Ethan was anxious because he rubbed his left thumb against his palm.
They remembered each other in ways four years had not erased.
That frightened her more than anger had.
They reached the lake.
Maya sat.
“Do you remember senior year?”
“The night we broke into the astronomy building?”
“We did not break in.”
“You picked the lock.”
“The door malfunctioned.”
“With your hairpin.”
“Coincidence.”
Ethan laughed.
“We watched sunrise from the roof.”
“You said you were going to build something nobody could control.”
“I was dramatic.”
“You were twenty-two.”
“You told me if I became unbearable, you'd remind me who I was.”
Maya looked down.
“I tried.”
Ethan's smile disappeared.
“I know.”
A painful silence.
“I read your letter again last night.”
Maya looked up.
“I wish you hadn't.”
“Why?”
“Because I don't remember exactly what I wrote.”
“You told me the baby kicked when music played.”
Maya smiled.
“He did.”
“You told me you weren't asking me to marry you.”
“I wasn't.”
“You said you wanted me to have the chance to choose him.”
Her eyes filled.
“Ethan.”
“I would've chosen him.”
“I know that now.”
“And you?”
“What about me?”
“I would've chosen you too.”
Maya looked away.
“Don't.”
“Why?”
“Because we don't know what would've happened.”
“I know what I felt.”
“You also know what you feel now?”
The question stopped him.
Ethan looked at her.
“No.”
“Exactly.”
He nodded.
“Fair.”
Noah woke and immediately demanded crackers.
The moment passed.
Monday morning, Ethan entered Caldwell Meridian's boardroom.
Twelve directors waited.
The chairman, Charles Whitmore, began without pleasantries.
“We need to discuss the reputational implications.”
Ethan sat.
“Then discuss them.”
“The Bennett situation—”
“My son's name is Noah.”
Whitmore paused.
“The situation involving your son.”
“Better.”
Several directors exchanged looks.
Whitmore continued.
“We believe public confirmation should be delayed.”
“No.”
“Ethan.”
“I am not denying my child to protect quarterly confidence.”
“Nobody said deny.”
“You're asking me to behave as though paternity remains uncertain. It isn't.”
“This company employs nineteen thousand people.”
“And none of them deserve a CEO who lies about his own son.”
Whitmore leaned back.
“You're emotional.”
“Yes.”
The admission surprised everyone.
“I am.”
Ethan placed both hands on the table.
“My father spent years teaching me that emotion was weakness. It led him to manipulate my life, terrorize the mother of my child, and hide my son from me.”
Silence.
“I won't repeat his mistake to protect his legacy.”
A director spoke.
“If you publicly accuse Richard Caldwell—”
“I don't need to accuse him. I have documents.”
Another silence.
Whitmore narrowed his eyes.
“What exactly are you planning?”
Ethan stood.
“At noon, I am giving a statement.”
He left.
At 12:03, cameras filled the company auditorium.
Ethan stepped behind the podium.
He had spoken to Maya first.
She had reluctantly agreed.
Ethan looked directly into the cameras.
“My name is Ethan Caldwell. Several reports published this week concern a young child and his mother. Because speculation has begun affecting their safety and privacy, I will state only what is necessary.”
He paused.
“Noah Bennett is my biological son.”
Camera shutters erupted.
“I learned of his existence recently. His mother did not conceal him from me. Evidence shows she made repeated efforts to contact me before and after his birth.”
The room became silent.
“Those efforts were intentionally blocked without my knowledge.”
A reporter shouted:
“By whom?”
Ethan looked straight ahead.
“By people connected to my family.”
Another explosion of questions.
Ethan raised his hand.
“Maya Bennett deserves privacy, respect, and an apology for the false assumptions made about her.”
He stepped away.
Within minutes the clip spread everywhere.
Maya watched from her apartment.
Noah played nearby.
When Ethan said her name, Maya covered her mouth.
Lena sat beside her.
“He just went against his board.”
“Yes.”
“He defended you.”
“Yes.”
Lena looked at Maya.
“You're in trouble.”
“What?”
“You're falling for him again.”
Maya turned off the television.
“No.”
Lena raised an eyebrow.
“No?”
“No.”
Maya stood too quickly.
The doorbell rang.
A courier delivered an envelope.
Inside was a photograph taken that morning.
Noah leaving preschool.
On the back were five words.
Fame has consequences, Ms. Bennett.
Maya's blood went cold.
This was no longer only gossip.
May you like
Someone was watching her son.
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